oooo...i guess its JUST friends.....
yeah.....u know the girl i told u guys about? well her name's hana....and i knew her on tagged, sum myspace-like thingy....well at first i never wanna create a tagged account, cos i think myspace's cooler...but...now i thanked God everyday, for if i didnt create one, i wont ever know her....so nowadays i signed in at tagged more often than myspace....
this girl....haizz...dunno ler...there's sumthing special abt her....sumthing attractive....and i AM NOT talking about her looks...dont get me wrong, she is beautiful, but thats not really what im lookin for in a girl...she....how do u say it....ermm....she's 'sekepala' with me la....like...we have A LOT in common.,...and i really do mean A LOT....
well....yesterday night....i messaged her on her phone....at first i asked her the regular questions...u know...'how do u do, hows ur day' etc.....but came a few messages later i told her i like her....my hands were shakin as i texted letter by letter....waaa gila nervous....and...actually letting it all out doesnt really make me feel better....cos actually i already knew the outcome of the whole thing...so i never really get my hopes high....i knew it wouldnt turn out the way i want it to be....but wth, im only human....i cant force a girl to like me, right?
well she certainly took quite a while to reply...i think she didnt see it coming....for me, im just scared that telling her will,like, ruin her day....u know, sum ppl dun really like sum1 telling them i like u at the first few messages....anyways, in her message....she....uhh....she told me....that she liked me to, but only as a bestie....well i guess for me, muhammad farouq bin zainol kamal, i can never ask for any more than that from any girl, right? well.....thats a sad fact that i think i have to live with, my entire life....well hope it will end soon....
well....i guess i misintepreted the whole thing....now...i dunno what im gonna do....i guess i'll act like everything's okay....cos right now, thats the only thing that can keep her happy...and thats all that i could ever ask....MAKE HER HAPPY....
-brokenhearted-
this girl....haizz...dunno ler...there's sumthing special abt her....sumthing attractive....and i AM NOT talking about her looks...dont get me wrong, she is beautiful, but thats not really what im lookin for in a girl...she....how do u say it....ermm....she's 'sekepala' with me la....like...we have A LOT in common.,...and i really do mean A LOT....
well....yesterday night....i messaged her on her phone....at first i asked her the regular questions...u know...'how do u do, hows ur day' etc.....but came a few messages later i told her i like her....my hands were shakin as i texted letter by letter....waaa gila nervous....and...actually letting it all out doesnt really make me feel better....cos actually i already knew the outcome of the whole thing...so i never really get my hopes high....i knew it wouldnt turn out the way i want it to be....but wth, im only human....i cant force a girl to like me, right?
well she certainly took quite a while to reply...i think she didnt see it coming....for me, im just scared that telling her will,like, ruin her day....u know, sum ppl dun really like sum1 telling them i like u at the first few messages....anyways, in her message....she....uhh....she told me....that she liked me to, but only as a bestie....well i guess for me, muhammad farouq bin zainol kamal, i can never ask for any more than that from any girl, right? well.....thats a sad fact that i think i have to live with, my entire life....well hope it will end soon....
well....i guess i misintepreted the whole thing....now...i dunno what im gonna do....i guess i'll act like everything's okay....cos right now, thats the only thing that can keep her happy...and thats all that i could ever ask....MAKE HER HAPPY....
-brokenhearted-