hall of rouq
just a typical blog by a typical teenager with a typical life,living in the typical world, with typical friends and typical families...

untitled.

By farouq!
love is no big truth.
and tricky it is, i'd always be a fool.
for letting myself to waste,
nights and days for you.
stripped to bones,
im two inches from enough.
the day you last heard from me,
the day i went away,
no turning back,
no thinking twice,
no regrets.

i ain't waiting on you no more.
 

newlyweds. XD

By farouq!
as you can read, the title of this post is about newlyweds! hahah

ahaks so i married nurizzati sudirman on the 27th january 2010 via msn. ahhaha arguably the funniest thing i've did.of course, it was all jokes. even the pastor slash tok kadi slash witness pun the same person. hahaha.

anyways, the wedding took place at 12.26am via convo between me, izzy and fai! haha and after that, it was official!

haha i married my valentino. cuh-ray-zee.

anyways! yesh theres actually a lot more to update hee'h. but im far to lazy to do so. maybe some other time!

btw, theres a new word i created! lolsh. laugh oni,like sorr haie. haha
bla3, me signing out. goshh, u guys must be realllll bored to be reading this. im bored writing it down. ahahah

toodles~
 

black dahlia.

By farouq!
Time lost it all,
Until today,
Its all the same.
Sorry, Im sorry now.
Time, had been abused,
i feel so used,
because of you.

currently listening to black dahlia by hollywood undead. Sue was right. It's a nice song to listen to when you need to express your anger. However, I still listen to The End Of Heartache by Killswitch Engage whenever im friggin pissed.

Its 23rd January.
Hands of clock twirling and twirling,
ive lost track of time.
When was the last time i saw you?
i wonder.
When was the last time i talked to you?
i wonder.
Will i ever see your face again?
i wonder.

You. Yes,you. Reading this note. I've said it once and i've said it twice. I miss you.
Come back to me, the one who has been waiting for you.
Nights and days, stop.
 

a story, screaming to be told.

By farouq!
"Kau bukak baju kau, lap balik!", He shouted at 4years old farouq.
Tears burst out of farouq's small eyes. It wasn't his fault he spilt the tea on the table and floor.
The table was too high up for him, and the mug, filled to the brink, was too heavy for his small hands.

Unwillingly and sad, farouq took out his shirt, obeying his commands, and started to wipe the spilt tea. Tears rolled down, he didn't ate his dinner that night. Starved through the night, he can't wait for tomorrow.

The next day, farouq and his sisters got into the shabby old red Volkswagen Beetle, to be sent home to Mama's place. He didn't say a word to his Papa, he was shocked still about being scolded for yesterday's incident. He stared out the window,silently, while his sisters were chitchatting.

When they arrived at Mama's, farouq ran and hugged Mama with his small arms. He misses Mama and wished she was there when Papa scolded him. While his sisters bid farewell to Papa, farouq just couldn't let go of Mama. He didn't even said goodbye to Papa. Little did he knew, that was the last time he was ever going to see him.

14 years passed. A matured, grown up farouq is now living his life as a normal teenager. No longer he questioned the absence of a father figure around, Mama was both his mom and dad.
Raised well, he loved Mama and respects the elderly. He had just finished taking his SPM examinations. He is satisfied with his life.

On the 17th January 2010, he woke up around 11am. Tired from yesterday's work, he overslept.
He woke up, expecting a good day. His morning was destroyed by a call. Papa. Who? Ouh, that guy. He never thought he would hear from Papa again. And he never really wanted to.
To farouq, Papa is no longer around. He had been missing from his life for 14years, never cared about him and his sisters, and now, Papa wants back? He just didnt like the idea. He felt like an abandoned child, too hard to be taken care of, and maybe, too troublesome. Was i,Papa?

Well, its too late for you. Im sorry, but i just can't let you in my life again. It's just too hard.
You got your family, and I've got mine. And I'm not leaving them. Savvy?

p/s=to whoever's reading, tell me, what would YOU have done, if you were in my place? cbox to the right! :)


 

16th January.

By farouq!
its saturday,16th January. that means, i havent seen any of my friends in 2 weeks already. Damn,i miss them. This also means, i need to get back to subang. or anywhere else, where my friends are.

And today, also, the 16th January. Ive discovered something true. If you're trying to approach someone, say, someone you like, don't EVER indulge yourself too much. Once you're in the 'FRIENDS' boundary, its hard for her to see that u like her.

16th January. The day where frustration hits me.
16th January. The day where friends come and go,in my mind.
16th January. Just go.
 

needles and pins

By farouq!
okayh! so the past week had been sooooo boring! started working, and no longer working. hahahah.

live in Jaybee is super pretty dull. esok birthday fai! but i wont be in subang to celebrate it with her and the others. sorry! but anyways, happy birthday! ouh,same goes to you emily! hahah if u're reading this lah. lols

hrmmm yesterday watched sherlock holmes with mum n sis, at Aeon Tebrau City.
it was awesome! downey jr. and law acted brilliantly in it! but cant wait for another movie, LEGION! damn cool wehh. try check it out online.

hrmmm wonders if she knew. but seriously, i fell for someone sooooo easily. so, aint telling her! if shes the one, shes the one lah. if not, MOVE ON,BEEYOTCH! hahah

farOuQ.
 

=.=

By farouq!
woot woot! guess whos back again!!

haha. had the bloody tiring week yet. got all the way up from Jaybee to subang jaya, to shift houses. Excited like fuckk when i get to see Jezri and Kevin,again! hahaha they helped me shift stuffs on the 1st day. turun naik tangga macam dlm game snakes and ladders tu dohh. penatt penaaaaatttt. haha

malam tu, lepaaakkk carlos dgn [IcE] and other ppls. haha had a fun night, talk, jovi pulak baru balik from HK and brought back the legendary Salem ICE! ahah thts where we gt our name from. lols. bla bla bla the nite ended.

shift houses back and forth mmg tiring wehh. lagi2 kalau buat without any help. luckily my friends tolong. btw,shoutout to those who helped! THANKS A FUCKING LOT. ahaha i love to swear. lols

then one of the days lepak kat garden dgn [IcE] (lagi??!!) ( ye laaaa, family kott. =P) and the melayus. hahah. ppl might say i lupa daratan but entahlaaaa. i x lupa daratan, but yang lain2 tu dh macam my family yaww! hahah anyways, the day was great until i ruined it up. APEK TU KECOH AR. hahah anyways naziff ngan eqram, ill make it up to you guys! ouh and, and! i wish i known u a little earlier. now this shifting thing is really a setback. darn it!

malam tu, had a touching and special nite with [IcE]! as jason was goin for NS and im goin back to Jaybee, we shisha-ed at kopitiam usj11! shisha buah delima. recommended by us! hahaha
i head home, with my friends by my side, til the day i die! ah dramaaa giler. till i reach home safely lah.

p/s=this post is specially for my brothers in arms, brotha from anotha mutha and any other gelarans there is lah. [IcE], fam.ILY. =D
 

back!

By farouq!
hey people! okay, im nt sure if there's even anyone who still reads my blog, since its almost a year since i last updated it. ahah

anyways, im back! =D

well nothing much had happened in the year of two zero2 nine. i finished high school, graduatted in a sarung and a purple baju melayu. haha. so typical me. a sarung. lols.
i have a picture of it somewhere in my laptop. have to search for it before posting it here.
my life had a little ups and downs. had a girlfriend, broke up with a girlfriend, and in search for a new girlfriend. haha. all in one year. lols

anyways, i hadnt been playing with my class's politics this year, as most of the days i had been absent. haha. as a result, my classmates organised a trip to malacca recently,without even telling me. i guess they hate me. haha who gives a fuckk!

im still with the [IcE] gang. my fucking-fabulous-forever-familylike-friends. but nw, im moving to JB, so, cant really lepak with them. haihz. im gonna miss you all man. hrmm

btw, im on twitter nw, so follow my tweets! twitter.com/hisnameisfarouq.

i guess thats all fer now! catch up with ya'all later!
 

By farouq!
okay,well i promised u all ill tell u all abt the movie what happens in vegas...well what really happen is that the movie rocks! 4/5 ratings fer me!! hehe check it out if u havent already...

owteyy here goes...WHAT IS SO WRONG WITH MYSELF THAT I DISGUST EVERYONE ELSE AROUND ME?! ive had it with all this bull craps! if u feel like u cant except fer the way i am, then u all can FUCK OFF! im sick and tired of pretenders in my life! dont even act like you care cos i know u all dont! and dont think that u are so fucking better than me, cos ure not! in fact, u are all worst! at least i dont act, trying to be some one else!

I AM ME, BITCHES!!

fuck off my life,please .
 

heartless...?

By farouq!
ive just finished watching titanic just now and now i think im a heartless person!my friends all said that its one of the saddest movie ever made and they shed their tears...however i cant even cry once! haha

wth!!! heart of stone betul...or was i just stoned? hehe lala-land...lawls

anyways jack dawson and rose something2 (her name is a hard one 2 pronounce..) really belong together lah...if only i have someone to share my life with me just like jack has rose... :( maybe thats why i dun cried! ive never felt sumthing lidat before! so i dont know how it feels like! hehe (excuses)

well today has been one of the boringest day of my life..hehe...if eating alone at mamak twice in a day is not pathetic enough,try watching titanic at home alone in the night! well at least i didnt cry..haha thats like reallllll gay....lawls

owhhhh now im gonna watch what happens in vegas! just found the dvd somewhere in my house...so ciao! will tell ya all abt the movie in my next post...lawls