another single,sleepless, dark,cold, lonely night for me....
yeahh....*sighs* i cant forget the 'tragedy' a few nights back....for a few days i found it hard 2 fall asleep....thinkin...memories of the whole sms thingy flashed back again and again in my EMPTY mind.... T_T
well....my eyes are really red now...lack of sleep...and every single passing day, i dun feel like going to school anymore....im just DONE...can i just quit school? i dun wanna study anymore... ahaha
well.....actually...today started off quite good...tuned to hitz.fm and listen to someone got the 'Gotcha!' call from the DJs....ahah the DJ like, used the lyrics of apologize by ONErepublic, and kinda, like, express it in sume kinda feeling...gila funny...and the girl so blurry one...ahha
and came skool time...PJ...it was ok...i found out tomorrow have to play for Rumah UNGU in the football tournament...haha alexandROUQ Pato....hehe
came studyin time...well....i never actually did study durin class....i slept, waste my life away, do poetry, writing songs, drawing, carving my arm, singing with SHAUN and ANDY, and...uhh yeahh, we're kinda the coolest guys in class, and some other fellas also datang menyibuk at our place ( karchun, vicky...LAME) hehe....u know, tryin to be cool too...ahah
and today...well....i carved my right arm....trying to write sumthing new....some people think im crazy, psychotic, just plain nuts....well....to me, the pain that i felt from the carving helped me take my mind off my problems...especially social problems....but the others wont try to understand that...if only they knew.... well, i never really cared about what other people say...i express my own self...never pretended...
hmm....and im currently listening to the old song by LIFEHOUSE-HANGIN BY A MOMENT.... for you that know my feeling about her...just listen to the lyrics laa....it suits my situation really well....
thats all for now....
-still brokenhearted-
well....my eyes are really red now...lack of sleep...and every single passing day, i dun feel like going to school anymore....im just DONE...can i just quit school? i dun wanna study anymore... ahaha
well.....actually...today started off quite good...tuned to hitz.fm and listen to someone got the 'Gotcha!' call from the DJs....ahah the DJ like, used the lyrics of apologize by ONErepublic, and kinda, like, express it in sume kinda feeling...gila funny...and the girl so blurry one...ahha
and came skool time...PJ...it was ok...i found out tomorrow have to play for Rumah UNGU in the football tournament...haha alexandROUQ Pato....hehe
came studyin time...well....i never actually did study durin class....i slept, waste my life away, do poetry, writing songs, drawing, carving my arm, singing with SHAUN and ANDY, and...uhh yeahh, we're kinda the coolest guys in class, and some other fellas also datang menyibuk at our place ( karchun, vicky...LAME) hehe....u know, tryin to be cool too...ahah
and today...well....i carved my right arm....trying to write sumthing new....some people think im crazy, psychotic, just plain nuts....well....to me, the pain that i felt from the carving helped me take my mind off my problems...especially social problems....but the others wont try to understand that...if only they knew.... well, i never really cared about what other people say...i express my own self...never pretended...
hmm....and im currently listening to the old song by LIFEHOUSE-HANGIN BY A MOMENT.... for you that know my feeling about her...just listen to the lyrics laa....it suits my situation really well....
thats all for now....
-still brokenhearted-
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