well today i did something most crazy,emo, and STOOPID yet in my whole entire hoped-ending-soon life....i slit my wrist....

well actually i only slit a bit...

the day started off in the morning....of course lah....then i chatted wif hana and erna...saw some stuff that buat me gila hurt and kinda disappointed...and by that time my mind wanders...i have no other particular reasons to be living...nobody knew what i felt..im so damn hurt inside..nobody needs me here on earth..plus im just a burden to my mom...my sis always quarrel with me...fuck im a loser...then, during that time, slitting my wrist seems the best idea...

so...i signed off all my other applications, turned my mp3 loud...heck i can still remember..the song was waking the demon by BFMV...and i reached for a knife...by the time i started slitting, my phone rang...my sis called me...damn...she asked whether i dah sembahyang ke x....haizz...luckily....i should be dead by now...

i skipped skool today...my wrist was bleeding tadi...but i bandaged it a bit...so i hope it would be okay...well at least the cut wasnt too deep...my sis called just in time...

life is full of fake promises, friends that are foe, bitter moments, and knife-sharp thing called love...well that knife stabbed my heart a fucking hella lot of times..