today sumthing kinda happened...

okay2...first of all, u guys ought to know sumthing... i carved my left arm with the word 'suri' on it...u guys may think im crazy,psycho,dumb freak or anything, but say what u wanna say, see if i care...

then, today is the hari perasmian sekolah for SMK USJ 8...my skool de...
and both morning and afternoon sessions combined together...and HOW i wished i didnt come to skool... coz that means suri is there too...and...to tell u the truth...she really fucking ignored me..despite the fact she knew i like her already..

cant she fucking see???? damn it!

and then sebelum balik...there's this long pole of balloons yg orang ambil...so pupils can take the balloon...suri said to andrew that she wants one...then andrew said to me...'farouq, go take one for suri laa...' and i didnt give any quick reaction, i was still feelin a lil emo cuz being ignored...so andrew went 4 the balloon but he didnt get any...

and then they ciao...but actually, then i went around the school, asking 4 balloons to give it to suri...but heck,stupid paria indian boys pegi letupkan belon2 tuh...sial betul...so its hard 4 me to find them...and after going around the skool twice, i saw this 1 malay girl holding 1 bundle of balloons...i asked her,"boleh tolong bagi satu belon x?" and dia x kasi...then i begged 4 it, u know...gila 'determined' nak dptkan for suri...and then after pujuk gila2 vavi, baru dia kasi...then i was abt to call andrew nak tanya where they (he, sarah and suri) is...sebab nak bagi suri belon tu la...and masa tgh goin thru my contacts kat dlm phone, theres this few paria indians ran up to me and letupkan semua my balloon...argghh, em bitch muthaphucka! sial la...

so i didnt get the chance to show her la...sial betul la them indian fuckers...

:( and now she'll think i wont even like, get her what she wanted...sebab at the beginning i was kinda 'lazy' nak ambilkan belon tu...(but actually gila sedih and pening kepala..)

haihz....suri....