its tuesday...and usually, tuesday's emo day 4 me, since i broke up on tuesday around a month ago...but today, for the first tyme in a few weeks, the morning starts off well, and it went on till afternoon...but then andy told me sarah (his sister, finally got her name!) wanna see me afterskool...so, i was kinda ermm, idk....a bit nervous...?

and so i did...then sarah told me, "suri said, we ( me n suri laa...) can be friends....but there's NO WAY we could be any more than that..."

"NO WAY??" not even a single simplest way???? awww....but then i was with andy so i kept cool for a while...i said, okayla, i still have to thank suri....u might be asking why....

okay, i have a confession to make... i SMOKE...at least, smoked... i dont know what came on to me...why do i even bother start smoking...but thankfully,i stopped...just because of suri.. i couldnt believe i did it just because of a girl, but she really kinda moved me....and i wanna change myself before i even start to approach her...im thankful to God sebab sedarkan myself, before i could make my lungs worst...and, THANKS SURI! i will still always remember u! u kinda saved my life!

:D

although this kinda hurt me a bit, but i have to terima laa...perhap its fate...owh, this song also tells me what im feeling ryte now, it suits the situation really well..

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thats all...THANKS AGAIN.... bye... owh, i will still wait for you, in case u change ur mind...