tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-62014721446997274802011-07-31T05:28:41.186+08:00just a typical blog by a typical teenager with a typical life,living in the typical world, with typical friends and typical families...farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.comBlogger541100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-74815195314443260262010-02-02T03:30:00.002+08:002010-02-02T03:38:06.446+08:00love is no big truth.<div>and tricky it is, i'd always be a fool.</div><div>for letting myself to waste, </div><div>nights and days for you.</div><div>stripped to bones,</div><div>im two inches from enough.</div><div>the day you last heard from me,</div><div>the day i went away,</div><div>no turning back, </div><div>no thinking twice,</div><div>no regrets.</div><div><br /></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">i ain't waiting on you no more</span>.</b></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-7481519531444326026?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-170109015617763052010-01-27T03:12:00.002+08:002010-01-27T03:17:44.025+08:00as you can read, the title of this post is about newlyweds! hahah<div><br /></div><div>ahaks so i married nurizzati sudirman on the 27th january 2010 via msn. ahhaha arguably the funniest thing i've did.of course, it was all jokes. even the pastor slash tok kadi slash witness pun the same person. hahaha.</div><div><br /></div><div>anyways, the wedding took place at 12.26am via convo between me, izzy and fai! haha and after that, it was official!</div><div><br /></div><div>haha i married my valentino. cuh-ray-zee.</div><div><br /></div><div>anyways! yesh theres actually a lot more to update hee'h. but im far to lazy to do so. maybe some other time!</div><div><br /></div><div>btw, theres a new word i created! lolsh. laugh oni,like sorr haie. haha</div><div>bla3, me signing out. goshh, u guys must be realllll bored to be reading this. im bored writing it down. ahahah</div><div><br /></div><div>toodles~</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-17010901561776305?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-72783097951695370182010-01-23T19:21:00.002+08:002010-01-23T19:29:06.558+08:00Time lost it all,<div>Until today,</div><div>Its all the same.</div><div>Sorry, Im sorry now.</div><div>Time, had been abused,</div><div>i feel so used,</div><div>because of you.</div><div><br /></div><div>currently listening to black dahlia by hollywood undead. Sue was right. It's a nice song to listen to when you need to express your anger. However, I still listen to The End Of Heartache by Killswitch Engage whenever im friggin pissed. </div><div><br /></div><div>Its 23rd January.</div><div>Hands of clock twirling and twirling,</div><div>ive lost track of time.</div><div>When was the last time i saw you?</div><div>i wonder.</div><div>When was the last time i talked to you?</div><div>i wonder.</div><div>Will i ever see your face again?</div><div>i wonder.</div><div><br /></div><div>You. Yes,you. Reading this note. I've said it once and i've said it twice. I miss you.</div><div>Come back to me, the one who has been waiting for you.</div><div>Nights and days, stop.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-7278309795169537018?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-24928336662655761512010-01-20T16:32:00.004+08:002010-01-20T16:55:25.183+08:00"Kau bukak baju kau, lap balik!", He shouted at 4years old farouq.<div>Tears burst out of farouq's small eyes. It wasn't his fault he spilt the tea on the table and floor.</div><div>The table was too high up for him, and the mug, filled to the brink, was too heavy for his small hands. </div><div><br /></div><div>Unwillingly and sad, farouq took out his shirt, obeying his commands, and started to wipe the spilt tea. Tears rolled down, he didn't ate his dinner that night. Starved through the night, he can't wait for tomorrow.</div><div><br /></div><div>The next day, farouq and his sisters got into the shabby old red Volkswagen Beetle, to be sent home to Mama's place. He didn't say a word to his Papa, he was shocked still about being scolded for yesterday's incident. He stared out the window,silently, while his sisters were chitchatting.</div><div><br /></div><div>When they arrived at Mama's, farouq ran and hugged Mama with his small arms. He misses Mama and wished she was there when Papa scolded him. While his sisters bid farewell to Papa, farouq just couldn't let go of Mama. He didn't even said goodbye to Papa. Little did he knew, that was the last time he was ever going to see him.</div><div><br /></div><div>14 years passed. A matured, grown up farouq is now living his life as a normal teenager. No longer he questioned the absence of a father figure around, Mama was both his mom and dad.</div><div>Raised well, he loved Mama and respects the elderly. He had just finished taking his SPM examinations. He is satisfied with his life.</div><div><br /></div><div>On the 17th January 2010, he woke up around 11am. Tired from yesterday's work, he overslept.</div><div>He woke up, expecting a good day. His morning was destroyed by a call. Papa. Who? Ouh, that guy. He never thought he would hear from Papa again. And he never really wanted to. </div><div>To farouq, Papa is no longer around. He had been missing from his life for 14years, never cared about him and his sisters, and now, Papa wants back? He just didnt like the idea. He felt like an abandoned child, too hard to be taken care of, and maybe, too troublesome. Was i,Papa? </div><div><br /></div><div>Well, its too late for you. Im sorry, but i just can't let you in my life again. It's just too hard.</div><div>You got your family, and I've got mine. <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">And I'm not leaving them</span>. Savvy?</div><div><br /></div><div>p/s=to whoever's reading, tell me, what would YOU have done, if you were in my place? cbox to the right! :) </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-2492833666265576151?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-59178630834291770172010-01-17T03:47:00.002+08:002010-01-17T03:54:06.433+08:00its saturday,16th January. that means, i havent seen any of my friends in 2 weeks already. Damn,i miss them. This also means, i need to get back to subang. or anywhere else, where my friends are.<div><br /></div><div>And today, also, the 16th January. Ive discovered something true. If you're trying to approach someone, say, someone you like, don't EVER indulge yourself too much. Once you're in the 'FRIENDS' boundary, its hard for her to see that u like her.</div><div><br /></div><div>16th January. The day where frustration hits me.</div><div>16th January. The day where friends come and go,in my mind.</div><div>16th January. Just go.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-5917863083429177017?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-69970213684869888912010-01-11T23:25:00.002+08:002010-01-11T23:35:46.376+08:00okayh! so the past week had been sooooo boring! started working, and no longer working. hahahah.<br /><br />live in Jaybee is super pretty dull. esok birthday fai! but i wont be in subang to celebrate it with her and the others. sorry! but anyways, happy birthday! ouh,same goes to you emily! hahah if u're reading this lah. lols<br /><br />hrmmm yesterday watched sherlock holmes with mum n sis, at Aeon Tebrau City.<br />it was awesome! downey jr. and law acted brilliantly in it! but cant wait for another movie, LEGION! damn cool wehh. try check it out online.<br /><br />hrmmm wonders if she knew. but seriously, i fell for someone sooooo easily. so, aint telling her! if shes the one, shes the one lah. if not, MOVE ON,BEEYOTCH! hahah<br /><br />farOuQ.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-6997021368486988891?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-86075955872416879052010-01-04T01:42:00.003+08:002010-01-04T01:54:43.756+08:00woot woot! guess whos back again!!<br /><br />haha. had the bloody tiring week yet. got all the way up from Jaybee to subang jaya, to shift houses. Excited like fuckk when i get to see Jezri and Kevin,again! hahaha they helped me shift stuffs on the 1st day. turun naik tangga macam dlm game snakes and ladders tu dohh. penatt penaaaaatttt. haha<br /><br />malam tu, lepaaakkk carlos dgn [IcE] and other ppls. haha had a fun night, talk, jovi pulak baru balik from HK and brought back the legendary <span style="color:#00cccc;">Salem ICE</span>! ahah thts where we gt our name from. lols. bla bla bla the nite ended.<br /><br />shift houses back and forth mmg tiring wehh. lagi2 kalau buat without any help. luckily my friends tolong. btw,shoutout to those who helped! <span style="color:#000099;">THANKS A FUCKING LOT</span>. ahaha i love to swear. lols<br /><br />then one of the days lepak kat garden dgn [IcE] (lagi??!!) ( ye laaaa, family kott. =P) and the melayus. hahah. ppl might say i lupa daratan but entahlaaaa. i x lupa daratan, but yang lain2 tu dh macam my family yaww! hahah anyways, the day was great until i ruined it up. <span style="color:#ff0000;">APEK TU KECOH AR</span>. hahah anyways naziff ngan eqram, ill make it up to you guys! ouh and, and! i wish i known u a little earlier. now this shifting thing is really a setback. darn it!<br /><br />malam tu, had a touching and special nite with [IcE]! as jason was goin for NS and im goin back to Jaybee, we shisha-ed at kopitiam usj11! <span style="color:#ff9900;">shisha buah delima.</span> recommended by us! hahaha<br />i head home, with my friends by my side, til the day i die! ah dramaaa giler. till i reach home safely lah.<br /><br />p/s=this post is specially for my brothers in arms, brotha from anotha mutha and any other gelarans there is lah. <span style="color:#cc33cc;">[IcE], fam.ILY.</span> =D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-8607595587241687905?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-17616195839743334292009-12-29T18:28:00.002+08:002009-12-29T18:36:59.646+08:00hey people! okay, im nt sure if there's even anyone who still reads my blog, since its almost a year since i last updated it. ahah<br /><br />anyways, im back! =D<br /><br />well nothing much had happened in the year of two zero2 nine. i finished high school, graduatted in a sarung and a <span style="color:#cc33cc;">purple</span> baju melayu. haha. so typical me. a <span style="color:#00cccc;">sarung</span>. lols.<br />i have a picture of it somewhere in my laptop. have to search for it before posting it here.<br />my life had a little ups and downs. had a girlfriend, broke up with a girlfriend, and in search for a new girlfriend. haha. all in one year. lols<br /><br />anyways, i hadnt been playing with my class's politics this year, as most of the days i had been absent. haha. as a result, my classmates organised a trip to malacca recently,without even telling me. i guess they hate me. haha who gives a fuckk!<br /><br />im still with the <span style="color:#000099;">[IcE]</span> gang. <span style="color:#00cccc;">my fucking-fabulous-forever-familylike-friends</span>. but nw, im moving to JB, so, cant really lepak with them. haihz. im gonna miss you all man. hrmm<br /><br />btw, im on twitter nw, so follow my tweets! <span style="color:#ff9900;">twitter.com/hisnameisfarouq</span>.<br /><br />i guess thats all fer now! catch up with ya'all later!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-1761619583974333429?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-48017555870036903062009-01-28T21:58:00.002+08:002009-01-28T22:03:01.054+08:00okay,well i promised u all ill tell u all abt the movie what happens in vegas...well what really happen is that the movie rocks! 4/5 ratings fer me!! hehe check it out if u havent already...<br /><br />owteyy here goes...WHAT IS SO WRONG WITH MYSELF THAT I DISGUST EVERYONE ELSE AROUND ME?! ive had it with all this bull craps! if u feel like u cant except fer the way i am, then u all can <span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>FUCK OFF!</strong></span> im sick and tired of pretenders in my life! dont even act like you care cos i know u all dont! and dont think that u are <span style="color:#ffff33;"><strong>so fucking better</strong></span> than me, cos ure not! in fact, u are all worst! at least i dont act, trying to be some one else!<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"> I AM ME, BITCHES!!</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;"><strong>fuck off my life,please .</strong></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-4801755587003690306?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-63583350138686662422009-01-26T22:50:00.002+08:002009-01-26T22:59:10.169+08:00ive just finished watching titanic just now and now i think im a heartless person!my friends all said that its one of the saddest movie ever made and they shed their tears...however i cant even cry once! haha<br /><br />wth!!! heart of stone betul...or was i just stoned? hehe lala-land...lawls<br /><br />anyways jack dawson and rose something2 (her name is a hard one 2 pronounce..) really belong together lah...if only i have someone to share my life with me just like jack has rose... :( maybe thats why i dun cried! ive never felt sumthing lidat before! so i dont know how it feels like! hehe (excuses)<br /><br />well today has been one of the boringest day of my life..hehe...if eating alone at mamak twice in a day is not pathetic enough,try watching titanic at home alone in the night! well at least i didnt cry..haha thats like reallllll gay....lawls<br /><br />owhhhh now im gonna watch what happens in vegas! just found the dvd somewhere in my house...so ciao! will tell ya all abt the movie in my next post...lawls<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-6358335013868666242?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-90830125830804830242009-01-12T03:35:00.002+08:002009-01-12T03:40:11.827+08:00damn bored.....1st week of school never turned out the way i thought it would be...<br />after a month and half of anticipating, the first week of january...DAMN MA HAIII!!! only the clubbing part that is kinda fun... ^^<br /><br />waaaa homeworks! tons of em...ma chiao haiiee....teacher give hws like there aint no tomorrow....<br />its okay its okay...as if im still doing em...hehehe<br /><br />yesterday,the 11th of january, i went for ceramah undang2 fer the driving licence with jason and jezri...there we met tasha and soon subatra...so soon right after i take the test, im an 'L' driver edy!!! yippeee!! heheh then after my bday, imma continue to finish the whole thing so i can get a car A.S.A.P....hehe<br /><br />=) see ya guys! its late and i shud sleep....lawl<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-9083012583080483024?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-46319306214967545652009-01-03T04:05:00.002+08:002009-01-03T04:10:45.727+08:00weyhhh weyhh check this out weyhhh......<br /><br />09 NYE is happening enuff d, eventho with the clubbing at bar cel and all,which kinda sucked, its still a nite 2 remember...but what if....what if a 6ixteen year old clubs 2 nites in a row weyhh...aint it cool?<br /><br />well thats what i did....hehe.....on the 1st of january, me jason jermz n josh went 2 MOS and club!!! yeahh eventho aint no girls came with us, we still had lotsa fun....arguably the best club day ever...and surprisingly, MOS was quite empty! so we had all the space to break and dance....haha<br /><br /><br />welll 1st time goes clubbing 2 nytes in a row, so just wanted 2 share wif ya'all.....<br /><br />=)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-4631930621496754565?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-48056907570316710322009-01-01T20:56:00.003+08:002009-01-01T21:04:21.532+08:00happy new year!<br /><br />hrmmm....what i did on new year's eve?<br /><br />countdown at sunway! spent the first 2 hours of 2009 inside a club!!!! well unfortunately it wasnt a good club...was just a normal one...Bar Celona in sunway...hrm MOS is wayyy better...but a club is still a club...until some ah bengs cari gaduh and fought at the club...total mood killah! someone threw a glass full of liquor at me....bastard.....<br /><br />then we went out...shisha....then arnd 320am we went back in.,..dance our last 40 minutes of the bar cel op hours....haha<br /><br />then we went home...well actually theres a lil sumthin2 happen between the one i told u guys, but im wayy too lah-zee to type it all..haha sowwie ciao mann!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-4805690757031671032?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-12906933986850007482008-12-28T14:52:00.004+08:002008-12-28T15:00:09.206+08:004 months passed but i still cant get over her...FUCK! weird huh? ive never even been in a relationship with her but gettin over her is so freakin hard...i wonder why...<br /><br />did she put a northern voodoo love spell shit on me or sumthing? cos i love it and hate it at the same time...and i cant get my mind straight....damn if this thing goes on until spm, im dead screwed weyhhhh......<br /><br />yes, i admit, ive been trying damn hard 2 get over her, and ive met decent girls after the rejection, and yes, among some of the girls, there are a few that shared mutual feelings wif me...but, damn theyre not the same lah with that girl...i cant get that feeling that i had when i talk 2 her....is this what they call love? well FUCK ME love sucks....haha<br /><br />LOVE is a DRUG, addictive and yet harmful...haha<br /><br />Love it too much and u'll die fer it...ahahaha lawl....<br /><br />anyways....at least now im no longer emo...thats a good start, ryt, ryt?<br /><br />tee hee!! ^^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-1290693398685000748?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-12919684767700878592008-12-25T06:13:00.003+08:002008-12-25T06:30:52.413+08:00wow....havent blog in few months d....so many things have change in my life...most changes are of freewill and idiocracy..haha<br /><br />firstly, its almost the end of da year...next year im a senior...no more freshman stupidity, junior idiotic acts and foolness...just pure, matured, and serious behaviour...haha new years resolution...yearrite...<br /><br />owkay 1st thing 1st...now, im a clubber d! hihi i love MOS la weyh...euphoria rules! bar cel kinda no-no, MOS=priority...<br /><br />lepaking=main hobby...whether with [IcE] or not, if got my friend in my pocket all the time... ;)<br /><br />shopping=fun! [IcE] or beli is the main code....<br /><br />ciggs=daily routine.... boxes of 20, still #1 choice...any brands will do...<br /><br />movies=hell yeah! popcorns and coke,maybe....<br /><br />songs=woo hoo! music is the rice of my life mannnn.....<br /><br />girl= still cant get over her...she's sum1 great...ripped my heart and never returned it...hate her so much that i love her....<br /><br />studies=nahhhhhh......IVE GOT TIME!<br /><br />futsal= owh yeahhh mannnn!!! sweat breaking all time fav...<br /><br />shisha=the one who says no to shisha is a pure bastard...haha no offence, but shisha is a two way ticket 2 LaLa-Land...haha<br /><br />LaLa-Land=favourite hangout spot d...<br /><br />Carls Jr=make me flying high...can transit with ciggs to LaLa-Land oso...<br /><br />Tuborg=damn nice weyh....7.8o per bottle....not high enough....see LaLa-land from far away oni...<br /><br />crushes=only got two...sadly one of them is my classmate....dang 09 will be one awkward year weyhhh....<br /><br />kelantan delights=hihi workplace....office lar tu....<br /><br />[IcE]= family weyhhh! brotherly love.....except for jeremy...he has no brother...but 2 fathers...haha<br /><br />team hybrination= bastard still nvr get my jersey yet...darn u tomi!<br /><br />driving=new passion...get license next year...and a car too...kenari or kelisa or myvi will do...<br /><br />motorcycle=not anymore....since the accident that torn my toe...bastard...<br /><br />dating=.......SHATTAP LARH!!!!<br /><br />stupid n insane jokes= haha cool weyhhh....<br /><br />hrmmmmm.....thats all fer now.....catch up with ya guys later....next time!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-1291968476770087859?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-90763191986798508552008-11-11T11:47:00.001+08:002008-11-11T11:52:06.299+08:00this week so damn depressing lo....<br /><br />first, i told someone i like her, then got somewwat rejected...ahhahaa<br /><br />ok lah, then i found out hana already have someone else.... how pathetic is that?!<br /><br />two for one! ma hammmmmmm<br /><br />:((<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-9076319198679850855?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-9008677649026654192008-11-03T21:12:00.003+08:002008-11-03T21:19:35.884+08:00haha yesterday got malam jalinan kasih setulus budi (damn long name) held at dewan sri sedaya, sunway....<br />and i balik lambat, and slept late, and eventually get to skewl late...haha the exam start at 7.35 and finished around 9.50....i arrived at skewl around 9.10...haha lucky i sempat siap....well the rest of the day goes on dull-ly....<br /><br />i missed her lah actually...its been a few days since i last talk 2 her.... : [ she rarely gets online nowadays.....she's having the final exam now...wish u all the best me dear! lawlx....<br /><br /><br /><br />This little feeling<br /><br />i get every night<br /><br />when i think of you<br /><br />ain't making things easier<br /><br />im suffering<br /><br />from this missing<br /><br />oh what is this feeling<br /><br />tell me its you<br /><br />it gets me everytime<br /><br />your face<br /><br />sparkling in my dull dreams<br /><br />as beautiful as a rose<br /><br />you have your thorns and prickles<br /><br />why am i feeling all this?<br /><br />why should i suffer?<br /><br />you have the key to your heart<br /><br />but you chose to keep it lockd..<br /><br />-miss you lah-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-900867764902665419?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-13541040200036080702008-10-27T20:54:00.003+08:002008-10-27T21:02:49.711+08:00right now<br /><br />there's nothing more i could say<br /><br />than im sorry<br /><br />i never meant to say that word<br /><br />and i thought u wont take it that hard<br /><br />misinterpreted that word<br /><br />u have all the rights in the world to be angry<br /><br />threw all ur hatred at me<br /><br />i can take it<br /><br />just as long u dont throw this friendship<br /><br />down the drain<br /><br />i need u<br /><br />ure my painkiller<br /><br />when im experiencing severe heartache<br /><br />ure like my little sis<br /><br />whom i hope will be alongside<br /><br />all the time<br /><br />dearie sue,<br /><br />please dont be mad at me<br /><br />im sorry<br /><br />and i will do anything possible<br /><br />just to get back<br /><br />to where we were<br /><br />the day before<br /><br />it all went wrong<br /><br />im so sorry, my little songbird..<br /><br />im sorry,sue....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-1354104020003608070?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-79535116081017376982008-10-26T22:41:00.003+08:002008-10-26T22:47:35.367+08:00today is sunday, and tomorow's monday....well for me todays kinda sadday, and tomorows kinda moanday.....<br /><br />its such a boring day 4 me....since i havent talk to her in a couple of days already....which of course felt like a couple of years.... T_T<br /><br />well today ive kinda developed a new hollywood crush...she's samaire armstrong....wahh she's really hot....<br />i was watching ITS A BOY GIRL THING when i saw her smile, and i thought she looked super cute...haha but her smile is nothing compared to that typical someone else's....<br /><br />today woke up quite late...around 11am...yesterday went out until 2am...then balik online jap, hoping to see hana online...but she didnt...sad....<br /><br />thats all for now....owh i fell at a futsal court and scratched my knee...it didnt bleed, but it turned super dry and everytime it made contact with water, it will feel gila superbly sakit!!! ahah<br /><br />ok ok ciao!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-7953511608101737698?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-28342461152719212162008-10-21T20:56:00.004+08:002008-10-21T21:08:13.597+08:00<div>well havent blog for quite some time already....have been busy bcos of exams...haizz add maths and bio was super damn hard! cant be any more harder...maybe ill fail this time...haizzo...</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>well my daily schedule is filled everyday....after skool went home, then at 4 got study group at mcd with jason, jezri and jeremy...sometimes sum more fella join....then we'd end up not studying pun...haha</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>well today im happy, cos early pagi tadi chatted with hana...lol....expressed my feelings to her and all, pastu she referred to me as 'happy-go-lucky, crazy, superhero and cute'...hehe lovely....she also called me curious george...<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_g91jTuOiuzA/SP3TcoKzYkI/AAAAAAAAABQ/DnWRpSj4cqM/s1600-h/3886384134.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5259592428611134018" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_g91jTuOiuzA/SP3TcoKzYkI/AAAAAAAAABQ/DnWRpSj4cqM/s320/3886384134.jpg" border="0" /></a>she's the best lah....she really filled my whole world..haizzo dunno lah what ill do without her....plus i memang nekad nak stop smoking 4 her balik...haizz after some old incident i dah mula smoking...and now seriously i wanna cut down smoking like hell!!!! thats it! no more cigs for this monkey! haha *just cos she asked me to lah*</div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div>okayh, gtg study!!! esok chemistry! lawls....<br /><div></div><br /><div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-2834246115271921216?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-85249887379719388232008-10-15T00:07:00.002+08:002008-10-15T00:15:36.897+08:00haha well today planned with my friends at skool....we wanna go watch movie at summit, after skool,-seriously afterskool- the plan was to ciao from skool just as the bell rang and go straight to summit......well we did...but lepak at khalifah first, cos waiting 4 leong and jovi....<br /><br />then we watched the 3pm punya show...house bunny...the show was just alright....3.5/5 la.....the soundtracks are not bad... the ting tings-shut up and let me go, metro station-shake it, and summore laaa.....but i got 2 watch it wif my friends,-jason, jovi, leong, terence, kai qin, kok, sam, kikat, jia jiun, chee heng (or izit chee peng? dunno la sorry din notice).....stumbled upon JJ of the hitz.fm morning crew tuh....wanna GOTCHA! him but x cukup masa... :[<br /><br />in the cinema i sat next to jason and chee heng....well had a great time...but sad have 2 go home, cos got tuition...sempat play futsal with the afternoon session kids....<br /><br />owh yeahhh! kok made a 'techno' song, teasing our addmaths tuition teacher, CY TAN...ahaha the techno is called CHECK NOW! visit the local music stores near you to get the tracks! ahhaha lol more compilations will be sell in TIME TO COME....ahha lol<br /><br />okay thats all 4 now...ciao! bb<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-8524988737971938823?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-14319765159769471432008-10-12T02:45:00.002+08:002008-10-12T03:04:00.350+08:00haha lol...well...the day started off early...around 7...played futsal with izzat,adlee and shakoor....and bashir came along later...then went out with my mum to buy nasi lemak depan sekolah..giler faous here in subang...lol eat2..the get ready 2 go beraya at puan hazrimah's place, aka emma...lol (she told us thats what her students in the UK used to call her...)<br /><br />well i arrived at rendezvous point late...promised to be there around 1200 hours...but i arrived around 1237hours....a little slight off course...<br />sorry guys<br /><br />then we naik bas mini go to ss15....where they eat PORK at asia cafe while i tapaw from mcd! ahah lawls filet o fish best wooo lol<br /><br />then we jalan2 at ss15....the others went 2 some comic store where they bought some card game or shittt...ahaha i dun giv a damn...lawls...i was so emo missing sum1....<br /><br />then we cari hadiah for emma..raised 22 bucks....bought chocs and chocs...lawls...then bought some batt oso 4 the cam...then we're on the move of cari-ing ema's house...<br /><br />we reached ss14....came to a long road where we cant seem 2 find the house road....gila tired...freakkin hot..we jalan2 til found the monsoon drain, where me n wilson take a few pics in...lawls<br /><br />then we wait 4 izzati,adlin,idlan and huda to come...then we all move to emma's house....asuk 4 a while....then went out again...haha jeng3.,....<br /><br />actually, on thursday, teacher challenged me, shaun, andrew and thongs to wear sarung and come 2 her house...as i ni mmg pantang dichallenged,<br />i pun plan with my friends la...so after that we keluar rumah...find somewhere secluded,(kononnya...but still super visible by others...lol)then we changed into baju melayu and sarung...hehe emma i win ur challenge!!!! haha lol<br /><br />then we masuk, and teacher's amazed and laughing je...lol<br /><br />so the day goes on...blabla bla....<br /><br />now its 3am la...malas nak tulis banyak2...so bbye!! nanti bila2 i rajin i edit la...bbye!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-1431976515976947143?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-12025998197328179502008-10-05T03:38:00.004+08:002008-10-05T04:01:45.816+08:00<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_g91jTuOiuzA/SOfLhLJ89bI/AAAAAAAAABI/UdqjTHG8UYc/s1600-h/001P050vuUS.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5253391261141628338" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_g91jTuOiuzA/SOfLhLJ89bI/AAAAAAAAABI/UdqjTHG8UYc/s320/001P050vuUS.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>moving on</div><br /><div>trying to, cause it seemd so hard</div><br /><div>when im still hooked on to you</div><br /><div>your every smile, your every word</div><br /><div>your everything</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>your words are nothing but my 02</div><br /><div>keeping me breathing</div><br /><div>enabling me to carry on with my life</div><br /><div>of what none other purpose now</div><br /><div>but you</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>your every smile, repeatingly</div><br /><div>flashing in my mind</div><br /><div>for now, those are the figures</div><br /><div>that are most important to me</div><br /><div>but are you too blind to notice?</div><br /><div>or you just dont want to?</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>every second to my coming decease</div><br /><div>ignorance and rejections keeping me company</div><br /><div>and sharp objects of pain</div><br /><div>thrusting their ends</div><br /><div>deep thru my heart</div><br /><div>for this pain is unbearable</div><br /><div>taking on me every time</div><br /><div>i think of you</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>moving on</div><br /><div>at least trying to</div><br /><div>for i know i should, </div><br /><div>and thats what you'd want me to</div><br /><div>but how do you expect me to move on,</div><br /><div>when i am still</div><br /><div>in love with you</div><br /><div>and i am not ready to let go</div><br /><div>of this feeling</div><br /><div>for you,my dear,</div><br /><div>is impossible to be un-loved..... </div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-1202599819732817950?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-75504087145831791052008-10-02T17:44:00.005+08:002008-10-02T18:13:20.640+08:00<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_g91jTuOiuzA/SOSb20BztGI/AAAAAAAAAAo/TpXwVNi1520/s1600-h/DSC00797.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252494431402308706" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_g91jTuOiuzA/SOSb20BztGI/AAAAAAAAAAo/TpXwVNi1520/s320/DSC00797.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_g91jTuOiuzA/SOSb2y7CqVI/AAAAAAAAAAw/_joH_Q9AFdQ/s1600-h/DSC00798.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252494431105493330" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_g91jTuOiuzA/SOSb2y7CqVI/AAAAAAAAAAw/_joH_Q9AFdQ/s320/DSC00798.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_g91jTuOiuzA/SOSb3Ar_61I/AAAAAAAAAA4/13pwO34c9Io/s1600-h/DSC00799.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252494434800495442" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_g91jTuOiuzA/SOSb3Ar_61I/AAAAAAAAAA4/13pwO34c9Io/s320/DSC00799.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252494440169721506" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" height="320" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_g91jTuOiuzA/SOSb3UsHzqI/AAAAAAAAABA/xGT0ehy73lw/s320/DSC00793.JPG" width="251" border="0" /><br /><div>yeah okay lets start with 30th september 08..... my mum went back from abu dhabi!!! just in time for raya!!!! hee hee....we went straight to sunway pyramid fer shopping, and i bought 2 new clothes from romp!! lawls<br />then when we reached home, we bongkar the box of gifts my mum brought all the way from abu dhabi! well i got a pair of brand new <span style="color:#3333ff;">NIKE </span>sneakers, two <span style="color:#ff6600;">QuIkSiLvEr </span>clothes, and a bottle of <span style="color:#33ff33;">ShEEshA!!!</span> owh and i forgotten, an <span style="color:#00cccc;">ADIDAS </span>perfume and body spray, and <span style="color:#006600;">PiErrE CaRdIn </span>body spray and perfume too!! yeayyy!!! thanx mum!! hehe<br /><br />and the night goes on, and i went for takbir raya! hehe the free food best jugak...but x dapat duit raya, dah besar... T_T huhu but the food yg dihidangkan, cool!!! macaroni,lasagna and stuffs....!!!! wooooo </div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div>the next day...raya...nothing much....went rayaing to a few relatives house....bla bla bla....seriously its boring.... then during night time play futsal at court 7 with the <span style="color:#339999;">futura</span> gang again, then because its jezri's birthday, we buat <span style="color:#6633ff;">potluck</span> at court7's hall...then jason, me, leong and jovi went for a swim!!!! until we kena halau...damn suey weyh the guard....haha....</div><div></div><div> </div><div>we cycled to my house, where we shisha all night long!!! watched love guru, but not until finished..... <span style="color:#ffff00;">MARISHKA HARGITAY</span>! hehe...somethings wrong with the dvd....lawls...no lah my ps suck edy....then shisha, bla bla bla, kevin and jason ciao around 5am kot....then leong, me and jezri still shishaing....jeremy and jovi sleeping kao kao....my mum went out to see her friend, then came back with 6 sausage mcmuffin, which supposed 2 be for the others oso, but the three of us sengaja makan double meal, leaving jeremy and jovi only mcflurries...haha....</div><div> </div><div></div><div>then go to the park, play at the bike ramps...i fell...sakit tgn woo....lebam...huhu....then came back,play guitar, kemas2 and they all went home around 10am.....i went to sleep, and sekarang baru bangun...around 5pm.. hehe<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-7550408714583179105?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-5475171970053923172008-09-27T16:55:00.005+08:002008-09-27T20:08:37.639+08:00i know this girl<br />she's studying in perlis<br />her name is hana latiff<br />i just call her <span style="color:#ff99ff;">hana</span>..<br /><br />she is the owner of the most beautiful pair of eyes<br />one would ever see,<br />and her voice was amazingly <span style="color:#3366ff;">cute</span><br />but when i talked to her on the phone,she left me speechless<br />We shared our interests<br />We even have the same ambitions,<br />the time that we talked<br />I thought she was the <span style="color:#ff0000;">ONE</span> for me<br />and now i <span style="color:#ff0000;">KNOW</span> she's the one.<br />Eventhough she's the one and only one for me,<br />however im not the one for her, or at least that is what she thinks<br />I told her that i really like her on the <span style="color:#ffff00;">25th of August</span>, i sent her a message<br />I let it all out on that night,hoping that it would change something<br />but she replied it without hesitating as she replied it two minutes after i<br />sent her the message, She's saying there is no way we could be<br />anything more than friends...sad,right? but what can i do?<br />So, in order to save this friendship, I just agreed to her statement that we are<br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">ONLY FRIENDS</span>.....<br />But the truth is,she's the only figure thats on my mind, with every passing minute<br />of every single hour in every single day since the last few months<br />no matter what i do,i cant stop thinking about her.How is she? What is she doing?<br />Does she think about me too? and a few more similar questions regarding hear pops in my head regularly<br />She's my <span style="color:#33ffff;">imaginary being</span><br />she's my Camilla Belle<br />the one i have been waiting for, for sixteen years of wasted time<br />She's the Angel, sadly, this Angel would just pass me by,<br />But i will just keep on thinking about her, wishing her well,<br />praying to God for her well being,And a wonderful life ahead of her,<br />For she deserves the best only, and nothing less.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-547517197005392317?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-91659784044658942862008-09-21T04:29:00.004+08:002008-09-21T04:52:24.199+08:00today woke up around 8.xxam....wake up,mandi and get ready...wanna help leo members for charity carwash...sumwhat la...msgd omar, ask him to tagged along....he came...we brought our guitar laa....<br /><br />then sampai at usj6 around 10.15...saw kar yern, brandon,sonya,pei wen, andrew, sarah, kavita, flush, kavitha and sum other ppl larr....datang sana play guitar like 3 minutes then get into same group to start the carwashing laa....me with omar, sonya,pei wen, brandon and kar yern 1 group....go house to house...wash 4 cars total...i washed a jaguar by my own lerr....earned 62bucks...then go back 2 padang..they all go mcd for lunch...me and omar fasting so stay there wif andy and play guitar 4 a while lerr...learned hypnotize by SOAD...<br /><br />so then join they all at mcd 4 a while...haizz boring la there...fast sorward a bit till the time we got back 2 the field laa...ooo omar went back...<br /><br />pei wen and sonya sumwhat pissed off cos me,andy, cuba and kavitha sampai lambat at the field....so they all split up, and the 4 of us get into 1 group laa...house to house we went...(haha talk like yoda oni..)...most of the house donate oni, but dun wan us to wash the cars....haha ok laa gud 4 us...<br /><br />then we like sumwhat chill 4 a while, play basketball at the padang....jumpa 1 ball and later gave it 2 pei wen 2 keep laa...sum other tym can play..well then terjumpa rumah che'gu puan puteri..she donate 10bucks je..ok lah tu...then next house puan siti sophia...washed her car and she gave us 20bucks...more generous laa...<br /><br />so for the 2nd group= 1 car washed= 82 bucks= more fun!!! haha and when most houses like only donate, i sumwhat sing the song THE MAN WHO CANT BE MOVED by THE SCRIPT, but alter the lyrics a bit...so it goes like " some tried 2 hand me money, but they dont understand, im not broke, i just wanna wash sum car...." ahahha lmao<br /><br />ooo i teached subatra guitaring.. i basically taught her how 2 spell S.T.R.I.N.G.S...ahahah<br /><br />so the go pei wen's house, blablabla, andy played guitar and beggar...lol<br />go shauns house, play guitar,star wars card and ps2...beat andy kao kao at CTR..lol<br />then go buka puasa at Nasi Lemak USJ in usj14....thanx shauns parents!!! haha<br /><br />then parted wif andy....went home...rest 4 a while, until jeremy msgd, ajak go shisha...haha so i did...here goes another story..<br /><br />we all jumpa at carlos two, where we met jezri....jason and josh came by later....duduk, watched LIVERPOOL vs STOKE CITY...wtf draw...haha jason emo oni...haizz stupid liverfool fans...lol haha sorry jason! lol but seriously, liverpool suck.... :P <br /><br />ooo yeah then jezri ciao fer a while, came back wif tasha...haizz lai lai....lol<br />haha lai lai lol....like sumwhat funny lerr...Z_Z oo yeah i met MADIHAH, my first crush....lol...she said hi first woo.... :"> <br /><br />then baru order shisha...okay sorry this part mixed up already...x tau which one came first...haha<br /><br />then shisha gila lama....kenakan joshua like kao kao...ejek him....oo and jeremy pun kena ejek kao kao...haha pity that fellar, in one day kena 3 bad luck..a cop pull him and his motor over, he got no lesen..thats 1.....then joshua broke his bed...thats 2...then his handphone joystick came off...have to use a screwdriver as a joystick, which the screwdriver is later lost and he eventually use a rumput...ahha thats 3....karma....why be so stupid...i never knew karma attack stupid ppl oso...haha<br /><br />then we lepak at court 8 for a while..KENT FUTURA RAWkZ!!!!! haha...then joshua went home around 2...and jason went home around 3....then me, jeremy and jezri went 2 khalifah,play cards...ciao around 4.15....new record weyhh!!!<br /><br />and now its 4.45...baru balik...and i just finished blogging...haha<br /><br />:D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-9165978404465894286?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-26601844413935742112008-09-17T22:13:00.002+08:002008-09-17T22:27:55.451+08:00well today most of the student of 4aRiF of smk usj 8 planned to visit our fellow classmate <span style="color:#993300;">vicky </span> cos he kena denggue last week kot...so we all visit him at his house laa....well i imagined him laying down on a bed or something la,like orang sakit la, but datang2 je tgk dia alive and well je...haizz....ahha<br /><br />so we visited him dahh...then we all plan on going futsal afterwards...vicky who sepatutnya rest la sbb sakit, joined us...ahahah but i waited for theresa dulu, she got drum practice...so me and wilson go to the bank 1st laa, while waiting 4 theresa...Z_Z i no more money edy that time...now got laa...<br /><br />the rest- andrew,sara,shaun, brian, elly,and kar chun went 1st to the sportsplanet...<br />i met with pei wen along the way, said hi,teman her go mcd....but i puasa so x makan la... -fast forward- theresa called...meet up with her at bus stop in usj 8 and got on the mini bus...wtf quite crowded lorr...<br /><br />stopped sumwhere near 3K...lintas jalan..(haha tu pun nak cakap...) walk a bit then saw something cool.... GOT A BIRDIE DOO-DOO on wilson's head....haha white/yellowish colour lorr...so arrive kat sportsplanet terus pegi bathroom la...wash his head...haha then play futsal la....bla bla bla of course im the best there laa...<br /><br />then elly ciao dulu...kar chun and theresa had a ride with vicky's mom....so thats 6 of us left...we walked to summit..had some emo songs playing on my phone on the way there...arrive there we all terus pegi karaoke...hehe 12 songs...not bad la the price 10 bucks je...sang chinese songs summore....but we sang I Dont Wanna Miss A Thing by AEROSMITH kao-kao until sakit tekak laa...oo i buka puasa in the karaoke box lorr..haha<br /><br />then go downstairs makan laa...ate shakeys pizza....some value meal for 6 laa..1 large pizza and 1 regular, 6 soups, 2 pitcher of drink and 2 garlic breads....ate cheesy chicken and something with PULAU at the name laa....cant remember Z_Z<br /><br />so that was done around 9.20pm kot....we all balik and now im blogging! ahahha<br /><br />gila tired lorr.... tata bye bye!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-2660184441393574211?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-77463638574738724602008-09-17T10:57:00.005+08:002008-09-18T04:45:59.948+08:00i wake up every morning<br />to the sound of ur breath<br />and to your smile<br />starting off my day<br />with a glorious while<br /><br />we talk and talk like there's nothing else is here<br />youre so near, girl,but yet you so far<br />i wanna let you know what ive been holding in<br />my heart<br /><br />i wanna take you to somewhere<br />all my secrets are kept<br />and all my feelings are hidden<br />i wanna take u to a place called my heart<br />cos you are the one girl, you are <br />MY EVERYTHING....<br /><br />i told you once that i like you<br />and i wont hesitate to tell you again<br />because its a simple truth<br />and i really do<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-7746363857473872460?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-329017018345307262008-09-08T20:49:00.002+08:002008-09-08T20:58:27.723+08:00well today i did something most crazy,emo, and STOOPID yet in my whole entire hoped-ending-soon life....i slit my wrist....<br /><br />well actually i only slit a bit...<br /><br />the day started off in the morning....of course lah....then i chatted wif hana and erna...saw some stuff that buat me gila hurt and kinda disappointed...and by that time my mind wanders...i have no other particular reasons to be living...nobody knew what i felt..im so damn hurt inside..nobody needs me here on earth..plus im just a burden to my mom...my sis always quarrel with me...fuck im a loser...then, during that time, slitting my wrist seems the best idea...<br /><br />so...i signed off all my other applications, turned my mp3 loud...heck i can still remember..the song was waking the demon by BFMV...and i reached for a knife...by the time i started slitting, my phone rang...my sis called me...damn...she asked whether i dah sembahyang ke x....haizz...luckily....i should be dead by now...<br /><br />i skipped skool today...my wrist was bleeding tadi...but i bandaged it a bit...so i hope it would be okay...well at least the cut wasnt too deep...my sis called just in time...<br /><br />life is full of fake promises, friends that are foe, bitter moments, and knife-sharp thing called love...well that knife stabbed my heart a fucking hella lot of times..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-32901701834530726?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-56881437055982753352008-09-08T06:06:00.003+08:002008-09-08T06:20:25.491+08:00some people say love is eternity<br />and the heart is the symbol for it<br />but whats eternity, when hearts could be broken?<br /> love is more of sad moments <br />and no more than that<br />i think love is just another word<br />for sadness and depression<br /><br />loving i had tried before<br />but nothing loves me better than God Himself<br />yeah, when u loved, the world is all that,<br />but in the end, all thats left is just<br />smashed-up heart and tears unend<br /><br />one slit; everything would be done<br />one shot; all my sadness will be diminished<br />im done with this loveless life<br />i just need to break free<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-5688143705598275335?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-7564214844068839182008-09-08T02:14:00.002+08:002008-09-08T02:30:48.865+08:00today is sunday, 7th of september...<br />yesterday was saturday, 6th of september...<br /><br />we had skool, as a replacement for deepavali....well skool's dull, as usual...<br />we had PJK, played football, eventho its fasting month...well i actually sengaja datang lambat to skool... cos i was chatting with hana... ;D<br /><br />so u all could figured that i was happy by the time im at skool...haha played a well match...surprisingly not even a single injury kena me that day.... :D<br /><br />well the day goes on...originally shaun,andy and kar Pussy chun (haha nice nick...he had a lot of em...mostly we call him Big Head...) were to meet up at shaun's place for guitaraa playing time...and then i selamba x malu ajak myself laa...and then wilson wanna tag along as well...so the plans all set...until it rained...so kar chun cant come cos no transport...his mom lazy wanna pick him up.....ahhah<br /><br />so left the 4 of us...the plan was to meet up at 2pm...but because it was drizzling, and i had to go to elly's to borrow her guitaraa, so i came late sikit...but wilson pun lambat..so sama2 lambat laa....well at least we showed up, not like andy... Z_Z<br /><br />so main2, sedar x sedar its already 4.30....wilson and i ciao, went to bazaar ramadhan, which a few days back i met juria at the same place...waa she's kinda hot... haha bought stuff for break-fast (buka puasa) and went home...called jason, tanya about shisha night....mula2 ingatkan x jadi,cos it was raining, i have no transport...but jeremy datang and picked me up...we went for shisha quite early...joshua,jason,jovi was there...kevin cheng brought his car, jeremy with his motorbike, jezri with his bike....so with this 3 transport, we all shisha, then ronda2 around usj13...went back to jezri's place, i bawak motor for a while....then we all go to the garden, where lagi banyak freedom..haha joyride for a while, tukar2 transport...car's full tanked with gas....and the motorbike is half full, and the gas is cheap...well the bike pulak is brand new...so it was a night of gila chun joyriding.....tried skitching...me on the bike, holding onto the motor while moving for a while....waaa adrenaline rush...haha<br /><br />oooh yeah they all brought jack daniels...liquor....swt imma good boy, so i just take coke and sprite je lah... ;D like they say,dont drink and....ermmm...joyride?? ahahaha<br /><br /><br />well so at...ermmm around 2 i think....we all ciao laa....it was a hell of a night...<br /><br />next week ada mooncake fest....and after that we all plan nak buat macam nie lagi...ahha<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-756421484406883918?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-35379987703809720212008-09-01T00:56:00.003+08:002008-09-01T01:15:28.201+08:00bear in mind some of the listings are NOT in rankings...are just randomly typed as it comes through my mind...<br /><br />Top 10 movies-<br />1.10,000 BC 2. Die Hard 4.0 3.Mission Impossible 3 4.When a Stranger calls <br />5.2 Fast 2 Furious 6.Hitman 7.GOAL! 8.Hitch 9.Harry Potter 4 10.X-Men<br /><br />Top 10 songs-<br />1.Waking The Demon-BFMV 2.Untouched-The Veronicas 3.Stay-Estrella 4.Fall For You- secondhand serenade 5.Hanging By A moment-LifeHouse 6.Forever Or Never-Cinema Bizarre 7.Everyone Nose-N.E.R.D 8.Dear God-Avenged Sevenfold 9.IAMX-missile 10.Echelon-30 secondstomars<br /><br />Top 10 coolest friends-<br />1.Erna! 2.Hana! 3.Shuraya Rogers! 4.Shaun! 5.Andrew! 6.Pamela! <br />7.Jason! 8.Elly! 9.Adlee! 10.Rasydan!<br /><br />Top 10 hotties-<br />1.Camilla Belle! 2.Maggie Q 3.Liyana(estrella) 4.Hana! 5.Erna! 6.Sue!<br />7.Eva Mendes! 8.Emmanuelle Chriqui 9.Pamela! 10.Gisele Bundchen!<br /><br />haha thats all 4 y'all to know kot...others are confidential....hehe<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-3537998770380972021?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-5665978877058352722008-08-31T03:54:00.003+08:002008-08-31T04:07:29.632+08:00well actually it can be wayyyy cooler if she was here enjoying it too...<br /><br />well, the night started off at a kenduri at my aunt's place....and then we went home....and i asked my bro to drop me at sunway pyramid, since a few of my friends are already there...that was around 11...<br /><br />met kavita and pam(flush) and jasmine...then go see elly performed capoeira....haha flush told me during elly's 1st show she got kicked in the head...haha she was really having a great time, cos of shafiq...haha well its nice tho..i like seeing my friend happy...lol<br /><br />then....we went to rainforest bistro...nak masuk...can already...bouncer punya lah cool... but kena charge 35bucks to get in and with one drink...pokai la...got 50bucks je...then i suggest go shisha! and elly was like, "i can like lepak with u guys, but i wont shisha la..." and all of the others nak join..so we went to NA'EB....sum arabic restaurant laa... shisha=RM30....waa gila mahal.,...but since nak sgt, im willing to sponsor 20bucks.... so then sementara tgh plan meet andrew ng, sam, kai qin and sze chung...they all wanna go BAR CELONA but andrew stay with us... then blablabla, jumpa jason, joshua,jeremy,jezri,jovi,jun ee (waa why semua j ha????) and tasha LAI LAI LAI!!! hehehe sorry girl!<br /><br />then shisha for a while, nak tukar arang have to pay 5bucks....gila cekik darah..<br />but still topup....then i suggest go CARLOS Two and shisha summmore....wayyy cheaper.... but before that we go BAR CELONA gakk...thinkin of goin in, but gila crowded....cannot go in oun...so straight go to carlos two... dropped flush, elly and her cousin on the way there....kat rumah diorang laa...xkan tepi jalan kott... that was around 2...then shisha again, until 4....played chong tai ti....won a few games....haha<br /><br />well,thats all....gila cool la today...hopefully new year pun camni la... xD<br /><br />-happy....but still thinkin bout her evry now and then...-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-566597887705835272?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-58748812937447415752008-08-30T08:13:00.002+08:002008-08-30T08:21:19.964+08:00haha waaa now only wanna make a blog entry...lol<br /><br />yesterday me, andy,shaun,hmm....waa so many ppl, have to remember 1st...errr, jason, joshua, thiyban, wilson, vicky, jaya, gladwin, kugii, sanjeev, azreen,sean, hwa chin, and 2 other college fellars that i dunno their name of, and..thats all kot...<br /><br />waaa first match kena tapaw kao kao one....hahah gladwin keeper damn siao one laa...mana dia belajar keeper camtu...gila hebat..ahah<br /><br />well, to make long story short, came one time i had the ball, dribbled, used skill #1, get pass sanjeev, (easy lar this guy...damn n00b..hehe sorry sandhu!!) then used skill #2, get pass thiyban, (easy, but not as easy as sanjeev) then used skill#3, get pass wilson, then DUMMM!!!!! i fell...leg cramp like hell....damnit! i was in the middle of the glorious moment....cish! so i stopped playing for the day....<br /><br />haha thats all kot...just wanna share my futsal moment with ya guys...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-5874881293744741575?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-43812754093591840752008-08-28T23:56:00.003+08:002008-08-29T00:09:35.923+08:00its thursday.... fourth day of the week, fifth, if u count ur days starting from sunday..... just got back from tuition...really tired....ahahah<br /><br />our indie day is in a few more days...im thinkin of where to go to here in kl, to do the countdown...have a few places in mind, like BB, the curve, sunway lagoon, etc... but there's no point in going alone, right...? haizzz.....<br /><br />well, avril's concert's tomorrow....still dunno if i can get the tix or not...chances are 70% not going...but im not sad...i dun even like her actually...aahhaha she's a poser....a cheerleading punk emo girl?? awww come on!!!!<br /><br />oohh yeahh, today kat skolah ada football tournament antara rumah sukan... well i didnt know there was one until monday hari tu, as the tournament actually kickstarted on monday... then today it continued.... so today i dtg bw baju rumah UNGU to join...but sebab i x bg nama, so the priority was given to those who yg bagi nma dah.... haizz....so i was just the substitute for the matches... and at last we got 3rd place....which is still not bad laa....<br /><br />hehe well i think thats all for now.. tgh buntu sikit pasal written feelings 2 nihh... words dia x kena sgt laa...but it will be done soon...<br /><br />-trying to forget abt his brokenheart-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-4381275409359184075?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-15632562352161547082008-08-27T21:30:00.006+08:002008-08-27T21:49:05.029+08:00yeahh....*sighs* i cant forget the 'tragedy' a few nights back....for a few days i found it hard 2 fall asleep....thinkin...memories of the whole sms thingy flashed back again and again in my EMPTY mind.... T_T<br /><br />well....my eyes are really red now...lack of sleep...and every single passing day, i dun feel like going to school anymore....im just DONE...can i just quit school? i dun wanna study anymore... ahaha<br /><br />well.....actually...today started off quite good...tuned to hitz.fm and listen to someone got the 'Gotcha!' call from the DJs....ahah the DJ like, used the lyrics of apologize by ONErepublic, and kinda, like, express it in sume kinda feeling...gila funny...and the girl so blurry one...ahha<br /><br />and came skool time...PJ...it was ok...i found out tomorrow have to play for Rumah UNGU in the football tournament...haha alexandROUQ Pato....hehe<br /><br />came studyin time...well....i never actually did study durin class....i slept, waste my life away, do poetry, writing songs, drawing, carving my arm, singing with SHAUN and ANDY, and...uhh yeahh, we're kinda the coolest guys in class, and some other fellas also datang menyibuk at our place ( karchun, vicky...LAME) hehe....u know, tryin to be cool too...ahah<br /><br />and today...well....i carved my right arm....trying to write sumthing new....some people think im crazy, psychotic, just plain nuts....well....to me, the pain that i felt from the carving helped me take my mind off my problems...especially social problems....but the others wont try to understand that...if only they knew.... well, i never really cared about what other people say...i express my own self...never pretended...<br /><br />hmm....and im currently listening to the old song by LIFEHOUSE-HANGIN BY A MOMENT.... for you that know my feeling about her...just listen to the lyrics laa....it suits my situation really well.... <br /><br />thats all for now....<br /><br />-still brokenhearted-<br /><br /><br /><table bgcolor="#000000" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0"><tr><td><embed quality="high" pluginspage="http://www.macromedia.com/go/getflashplayer" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" bgcolor="#000" width="328" 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at tagged more often than myspace....<br /><br />this girl....haizz...dunno ler...there's sumthing special abt her....sumthing attractive....and i AM NOT talking about her looks...dont get me wrong, she is beautiful, but thats not really what im lookin for in a girl...she....how do u say it....ermm....she's 'sekepala' with me la....like...we have A LOT in common.,...and i really do mean A LOT....<br /><br />well....yesterday night....i messaged her on her phone....at first i asked her the regular questions...u know...'how do u do, hows ur day' etc.....but came a few messages later i told her i like her....my hands were shakin as i texted letter by letter....waaa gila nervous....and...actually letting it all out doesnt really make me feel better....cos actually i already knew the outcome of the whole thing...so i never really get my hopes high....i knew it wouldnt turn out the way i want it to be....but wth, im only human....i cant force a girl to like me, right?<br /><br />well she certainly took quite a while to reply...i think she didnt see it coming....for me, im just scared that telling her will,like, ruin her day....u know, sum ppl dun really like sum1 telling them i like u at the first few messages....anyways, in her message....she....uhh....she told me....that she liked me to, but only as a bestie....well i guess for me, muhammad farouq bin zainol kamal, i can never ask for any more than that from any girl, right? well.....thats a sad fact that i think i have to live with, my entire life....well hope it will end soon.... <br /><br />well....i guess i misintepreted the whole thing....now...i dunno what im gonna do....i guess i'll act like everything's okay....cos right now, thats the only thing that can keep her happy...and thats all that i could ever ask....MAKE HER HAPPY....<br /><br />-brokenhearted-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' 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ARTISTS.....haizz and the student that could hear his/her words coming from the radio, they can sit down....AGAIN,SO LAME!!! haha well, mine's in the malay translated part, so i didnt really hear my word....stupid...lol<br /><br />and came the time my group had to act some spoff of the 'meet the parents'....again, so LAME!!!! haizz.....haha i didnt act well, cos i was like, lost....dont know whats the whole thing is about again.....haha<br /><br />yeah...oh...today i was so happy....i got someone's phone number EARLY this morning...around 2am kot....and yeahh, she certainly know that i like here...but i didnt know whether she like me or not....well i certainly cant force here right? but i hella hoped she like me... :D<br /><br />well thats all for now....see ya in the next entry!!<br /><br /><br />-currently writing a new WRITTEN FEELINGS for her....-<br />-written feelings 2 coming soon-<br /><br />:D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' 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feelings 1....hope u'll enjoy it...<br /><br />as the night drew its curtains<br />and the moon began to <span style="color:#ffcc33;">sparkle</span>,<br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">stars</span> shone to its brightest<br />most beautiful, like you..<br /><br />am i allowed to think about you?<br />or will it just submerge u deeper<br />in an ocean of <span style="color:#ff0000;">anger</span> and <span style="color:#663300;">depression</span>?<br /><br />as my mind wanders through the <span style="color:#3333ff;">dark, cold </span><span style="color:#000000;">night,</span><br /> thoughts of you keep on running through my head<br />those round pair of angel eyes<br /> the sound of your silk-smooth voice<br />that i long'd to hear of again<br /><br />my night is filled with thoughts of you<br /> all my problems shatter'd in the night when u appeared in my mind<br />it is as if this whole world belongs to you,<br /> and that is all i could think of,<br />for it is you that only matters<br /><br />as the night that draws its curtains<br /> making way for the solemn sunlight,<br />I am determined; be it a crime to think of you<br /> then on all His' worth,<br />punish me, for forgetting you,<br /> is just rather <span style="font-family:georgia;color:#cc33cc;">IMPOSSIBLE...</span><br /><br /><br />FaRouQ 12.15pm<br />-11th August 2008-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-5580717756189900243?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-73511206663323963942008-08-21T21:11:00.003+08:002008-08-21T21:18:38.195+08:00so today i stayed at home for the whole day...gila boring..<br /><br />watched movie at HBO and CINEMAX and STAR....gila gila boring...<br /><br />ate....i shouldnt eat...im already fat! gila gila gila boring...<br /><br />live my life....gila gila gila gila boring....<br /><br />then sekarang, hana online!! yeay my girl bestie who i havent chat for such a long time is online! and im chatting with her! so thats NOT boring! ahahah<br /><br />and i chatted wif omar....at first he was so fuckin cool! we talked abt stuffs....and alll.....and then his form 3 gf online...and then he totally ignored me! whaddaphuck!!! aku pun online ngan dak yg aq suka, tapi aq xla sampai ketepikan kawan camtuh!!!<br /><br />screw him.... :D <br /><br />and the day is about to end in approximately 2 hours 37 minutes....<br /><br />bye guys! c ya next time!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-7351120666332396394?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' 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saturday....damn!<br />now im doomed!! aww....apsal la aku datang kursus sembelihan tuh...<br />i killed chickens....haha...<br /><br />slaughter....sumthing worst than the texas chainsaw massacre...hahah!!!<br /><br />i killed 2 chickens,while evryone else just killed 1...haha gila tamak...<br /><br />:D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-8944853630675829001?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-18495421746844596212008-08-08T23:32:00.002+08:002008-08-08T23:44:48.966+08:00today sumthing kinda happened...<br /><br />okay2...first of all, u guys ought to know sumthing... i carved my left arm with the word 'suri' on it...u guys may think im crazy,psycho,dumb freak or anything, but say what u wanna say, see if i care...<br /><br />then, today is the hari perasmian sekolah for SMK USJ 8...my skool de...<br />and both morning and afternoon sessions combined together...and HOW i wished i didnt come to skool... coz that means suri is there too...and...to tell u the truth...she really fucking ignored me..despite the fact she knew i like her already..<br /><br />cant she fucking see???? damn it! <br /><br />and then sebelum balik...there's this long pole of balloons yg orang ambil...so pupils can take the balloon...suri said to andrew that she wants one...then andrew said to me...'farouq, go take one for suri laa...' and i didnt give any quick reaction, i was still feelin a lil emo cuz being ignored...so andrew went 4 the balloon but he didnt get any...<br /><br />and then they ciao...but actually, then i went around the school, asking 4 balloons to give it to suri...but heck,stupid paria indian boys pegi letupkan belon2 tuh...sial betul...so its hard 4 me to find them...and after going around the skool twice, i saw this 1 malay girl holding 1 bundle of balloons...i asked her,"boleh tolong bagi satu belon x?" and dia x kasi...then i begged 4 it, u know...gila 'determined' nak dptkan for suri...and then after pujuk gila2 vavi, baru dia kasi...then i was abt to call andrew nak tanya where they (he, sarah and suri) is...sebab nak bagi suri belon tu la...and masa tgh goin thru my contacts kat dlm phone, theres this few paria indians ran up to me and letupkan semua my balloon...argghh, em bitch muthaphucka! sial la...<br /><br />so i didnt get the chance to show her la...sial betul la them indian fuckers...<br /><br />:( and now she'll think i wont even like, get her what she wanted...sebab at the beginning i was kinda 'lazy' nak ambilkan belon tu...(but actually gila sedih and pening kepala..) <br /><br />haihz....suri....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-1849542174684459621?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' 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cool bands like PATD, ONErepublic, the script n malaysia's own hujan will be performing!!!!<br /><br />so happyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br /><br />tee hee<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-147610355552868887?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-73425622868900371752008-07-31T23:25:00.002+08:002008-07-31T23:30:26.716+08:00today was a shocking day for all of the biology students...<br /><br />the frog's grave had been dug out by some irresponsible people...they all dug the grave, take the froggies' body out, and just leave them in the open air, left to rot and fed with flies... x guna punya orang...<br /><br />my group cant recognize fatt yee anymore, since all the frogs are covered with flies...however, there wasnt much of stench around the perimeter of the froggies' bodies... must be because the frogs are good frogs kot...hehe<br /><br />so, kitorang kesian kat ka-tuck2 tu....so we all went to see teacher, who then ask us to dig up a new hole- a big one...- and put all the bodies there...so we did...kar chun and i made the most digging...just 4 fatt yee and friends...hopefully tomoro theres no more such incident...kesian the frogs laa...<br /><br />:C<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-7342562286890037175?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-62145483349656849552008-07-30T22:32:00.002+08:002008-07-30T22:40:44.050+08:00today's quite a dull day...its quite sad, u know...thinkin bout the one u like, but not being able to talk to her...well, bukannya x boleh, i could...but, im actually thinkin whats best for her...she's gotta study dudes...<br /><br />have u gays or guls (XD hehe guys and gals) evr felt like, ermm, u like someone, there's nothing that could make u happier in this world than to be with him/her, but at the same time, u dun wanna approach her, since u r thinkin whats best for her..<br />she's a smart girl, but im afraid kalau2 this, erm, approach that i'd make will kinda, affect her studies, and her life...well,thats what im goin through...<br /><br />so....ermm....thats all kot...nothing more...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-6214548334965684955?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-52309078605396799952008-07-29T17:35:00.005+08:002008-08-01T01:40:26.188+08:00its tuesday...and usually, tuesday's emo day 4 me, since i broke up on tuesday around a month ago...but today, for the first tyme in a few weeks, the morning starts off well, and it went on till afternoon...but then andy told me sarah (his sister, finally got her name!) wanna see me afterskool...so, i was kinda ermm, idk....a bit nervous...?<br /><br />and so i did...then sarah told me, "suri said, we ( me n suri laa...) can be friends....but there's NO WAY we could be any more than that..." <br /><br />"NO WAY??" not even a single simplest way???? awww....but then i was with andy so i kept cool for a while...i said, okayla, i still have to thank suri....u might be asking why....<br /><br />okay, i have a confession to make... i SMOKE...at least, smoked... i dont know what came on to me...why do i even bother start smoking...but thankfully,i stopped...just because of suri.. i couldnt believe i did it just because of a girl, but she really kinda moved me....and i wanna change myself before i even start to approach her...im thankful to God sebab sedarkan myself, before i could make my lungs worst...and, THANKS SURI! i will still always remember u! u kinda saved my life!<br /><br />:D<br /><br />although this kinda hurt me a bit, but i have to terima laa...perhap its fate...owh, this song also tells me what im feeling ryte now, it suits the situation really well.. <br /><br /><table bgcolor="#000000" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0"><tr><td><embed quality="high" pluginspage="http://www.macromedia.com/go/getflashplayer" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" bgcolor="#000" width="328" height="94" src="http://www.esnips.com//escentral/images/widgets/flash/esnips_player.swf" flashvars="theTheme=blue&amp;autoPlay=no&amp;theFile=http://www.esnips.com//nsdoc/e0167092-e00e-48c1-b6e4-fa7aeac43149&amp;theName=Maroon 5 - Better That We Break&amp;thePlayerURL=http://www.esnips.com//escentral/images/widgets/flash/mp3WidgetPlayer.swf"></embed></td></tr><tr><td><table cellpadding="2" style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; padding-left:2px; 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src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-5230907860539679995?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-60476386000130182382008-07-28T14:11:00.003+08:002008-07-28T14:29:12.064+08:00hehe...today we disected a frog! i never thought i could do it, since im an animal lover...but i did! tee hee...its for studying purposes,so no grudge lah...<br /><br />well,firstly, when i arrived at skool, i went to check who brought the biggest frog of all...and it was kar chun! lol he never brought a frog, its a TOAD! lol<br /><br />so, to make long story short, we dissected it and all, kosongkan perut dia, keluarkan fatty tissue, the gall blader, testis, intestines, and there was blood everywhere! plus the damn unpleasant smell...yuck!<br /><br />then came the time to bury the frog, funeral as my group like to call it...so,kitorang bawak the frog turun, along with the asbestos plank we do the dissecting on, to the 'graveyard' belakang sekolah...(hehe) dah siap gali lubang tuu..... then we all carefully put the frog in the hole,and mula bury it..then, vicky came running, screaming 'I GOT FLOWERS LAAAA!!!!" hehe...gila punya budak...then dah siap tanam semua, vicky (again..?!) found a Y-shaped stick, and decided to make it as tombstone...well, tombstick in this case.. XD then kitorang siap cover the grave, put flowers on it, get a block of wood, tulis our name, and put "FATT YEE, R.I.P 28/7/08" hehe... fatt yee?? yeah, since there were A LOT of fatty tissues, we nak panggil fatty...but elly and flush(pamela) salah eja, jadik fattyee...and i said rupa2nya the frog is chinese, and its full name is FROG FATT YEE... hehe....and bila dah tulis nama, i started to sing...SEASONS IN THE SUN from WESTLIFE...? hehe...sad song..then blablabla, they all got up, leaving me,vicky,kar chun and andrew...we mourned for it, like giving one silent minute, and then baru naik... :C<br /><br />thanks fatt yee!! your sacrifice is highly appreciated!!<br /><br /><br /><table bgcolor="#000000" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0"><tr><td><embed quality="high" pluginspage="http://www.macromedia.com/go/getflashplayer" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" bgcolor="#000" width="328" height="94" src="http://www.esnips.com//escentral/images/widgets/flash/esnips_player.swf" flashvars="theTheme=blue&amp;autoPlay=no&amp;theFile=http://www.esnips.com//nsdoc/94218744-58a1-47b2-94d7-b1888f88b301&amp;theName=westlife - seasons in the sun&amp;thePlayerURL=http://www.esnips.com//escentral/images/widgets/flash/mp3WidgetPlayer.swf"></embed></td></tr><tr><td><table cellpadding="2" style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; padding-left:2px; color:#FFFFFF; text-decoration:none ; ; font-size:10px; font-weight:bold"><tr><td><a style="color:#FFFFFF; text-decoration:none " href="http://www.esnips.com/CreateWidgetAction.ns?type=0&objectid=94218744-58a1-47b2-94d7-b1888f88b301"> Get this widget </a></td><td style="font-size:7px; font-weight:normal;">|</td><td align="center"><a align="center" style="color:#FFFFFF; text-decoration:none " href="http://www.esnips.com/doc/94218744-58a1-47b2-94d7-b1888f88b301/westlife---seasons-in-the-sun/?widget=flash_player_esnips_blue"> Track details </a></td><td style="font-size:7px; font-weight:normal;">|</td><td><a align="center" style="color:#FF6600; text-decoration:none" href="http://www.esnips.com//adserver/?action=visit&cid=player_dna&url=/socialdna"> eSnips Social DNA </a></td></tr></table></td></tr></table><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-6047638600013018238?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-27063410795469183532008-07-26T23:01:00.006+08:002008-07-26T23:19:42.918+08:00hari nie sekolah laa kat sekolah aq...<br /><br />we had to paint our classes..today, the afternoon and morning session went to school in just one session..so, i had all the time i could get to see her...so, i came to school as the happiest guy...(ye lah tu..)<br /><br />ermm...so...how should i start...yeah...originally, i dont even know whether she'd come to school...so i went through half the day until recess tyme, doing my normal school routine- sleep, play and all...then, come recess tyme, i ate...blablabla..then a teacher asked kar yan,(one of our pengawas berpengaruh at U8) to take some photo of the painting taklimat gave to the afternoon session's kid...and im soo freakin excited to hear that! so me n shaun decided to fallow kar yan to the ruang legar...hehe<br /><br />then i saw her...she was wearing a black sweater, as beautiful as one could be..ermm..and i think she knew that i was kinda like her, cos she kept on looking back at me...but, there was somewhat of unpleasant situation, as she didnt gave the okay look, it was a 'jelingan', quite a bad one kott...<br /><br />but the day goes on...i painted, walked around the school, hanging out, but most of the time im still thinkin bout her...haihz..this thing kinda tortures me...but i keep on getting the feeling of being a sicko stalker...so, i didnt really go up to her...<br /><br />so,the day goes on...there was a few more unpleasant and pleasant situation today, but ill just cut to the chase..all the situation doesnt really bothers me, until i met andy's sister,who happens to be suri's friend...and apparently, she told suri already that i like her...and i asked her, what was suri's reactions..and andy's sister said (sorry i dont really recall ur name! XD) suri said 'owh, farouq ke...? cheh!' .........how pathetic was that... "CHEH????!!!" no way! okay,okay, if that wasnt devastating enough, andy's sister told me another thing...she said, being suri's friend, she know her pretty well...and she told me, based on suri's reaction, i only have 80-20 possibility - 80 being as not interested...<br /><br />so...that was today...i went through some unpleasant situations..and frankly, i dunno if i should still be doing all this stuff...til next tyme...ciao!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-2706341079546918353?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-16274646078559398082008-07-25T13:42:00.006+08:002008-07-25T14:01:36.533+08:00this song reminds me of <span style="color:#ff99ff;"><em>HER... </em></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br />betapa aku menyukaimu<br />tidakkah kau sedari itu..?<br />di depan matamu, kau tak melihatku<br />betapa ku SANGAT menyukaimu<br /><br />ku berkhayal kau jadi milikku<br />setiap hariku ingat selalu<br />kan ku kejar dirimu<br />tak terbatas waktu<br />dan ku takkan pernah melupakanmu<br /><br />Andaikan hatimu<br />Terbuka untukku<br />Alangkah senang hatiku<br />Apa yang terjadi?<br />Kau anggap diriku<br />Hanya bagai angin lalu...<br /><br /><table bgcolor="#000000" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0"><tr><td><embed quality="high" pluginspage="http://www.macromedia.com/go/getflashplayer" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" bgcolor="#000" width="328" height="94" src="http://fb.esnips.com//escentral/images/widgets/flash/esnips_player.swf" flashvars="theTheme=blue&amp;autoPlay=no&amp;theFile=http://fb.esnips.com//nsdoc/cf4a90d6-38b4-4702-a35e-885894049d97&amp;theName=Couple-Takkan Pernah Melupakanmu&amp;thePlayerURL=http://fb.esnips.com//escentral/images/widgets/flash/mp3WidgetPlayer.swf"></embed></td></tr><tr><td><table cellpadding="2" style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; padding-left:2px; color:#FFFFFF; text-decoration:none ; ; font-size:10px; font-weight:bold"><tr><td><a style="color:#FFFFFF; text-decoration:none " href="http://fb.esnips.com/CreateWidgetAction.ns?type=0&objectid=cf4a90d6-38b4-4702-a35e-885894049d97"> Get this widget </a></td><td style="font-size:7px; font-weight:normal;">|</td><td align="center"><a align="center" style="color:#FFFFFF; text-decoration:none " href="http://fb.esnips.com/doc/cf4a90d6-38b4-4702-a35e-885894049d97/Couple-Takkan-Pernah-Melupakanmu/?widget=flash_player_esnips_blue"> Track details </a></td><td style="font-size:7px; font-weight:normal;">|</td><td><a align="center" style="color:#FF6600; text-decoration:none" href="http://fb.esnips.com//adserver/?action=visit&cid=player_dna&url=/socialdna"> eSnips Social DNA </a></td></tr></table></td></tr></table><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-1627464607855939808?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-42243922335309339352008-07-24T19:41:00.004+08:002008-07-24T20:02:57.326+08:00okay,okay...here's the thing...have u ever experience love at first sight? well,i do..i mean, i cant recall it as love, as i dunno how she felt towards me... so, its kinda a crush..<br /><br /><br /><br />her name's suri... if im not mistaken, its <span style="color:#ff99ff;"><strong><em>SURI JULIANA</em></strong><span style="color:#000000;"><strong><em>.... </em></strong>nice,ryte? u can tell she's amazin just by hearing her name... okay, let me tell u a bit bout her...(as far as i know laa....)</span></span><br /><br />she's in form 2...bestari i think... erm, she's really tall, so i kinda look up to her...(get it?? XD)<br /><br /><br /><br />she's actually chinese, but she's muslim! and, what i love the most abt her...she's friendly...and...ermm...thats actually how we met... at kem kepimpinan organised by our skool...<br /><br /><br /><br />ermm...thats all that i know about her NOW.... so, u can see why i want 2 know her better...im really into this girl! sumone, please help me! lol<br /><br /><br /><br />i dont wanna sound like a stalker or sumthing, but, honestly, i only went to library every recess time just to see her...really... i never thought she'd still remember me,but she does! so...ermm...<br /><br />ryte now, i dont know whether i should approach her or not... cos im afraid, she'd reject me..<br /><br />so..ermm...i dont know...i mean...i stuttered!!! gee,whats wrong wif me!!!!<br /><br /><br /><br />haihz...its ok laa....kena lah tunggu..still have next year...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-4224392233530933935?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-85149777804685420662008-07-24T14:43:00.000+08:002008-07-24T14:51:15.236+08:00just got back from skool...today was a dull day! but yet,there's still a few hours left in it...<br />suri wasnt on duty at the library today, :C and my add maths teacher left me toons of homework, plus works from other subjects...haihz...however, i never seem to find the passion/interest in doing them at all..<br /><br />hari koko tahun nie cam syial! bowrink gler... kawad kaki by KRS n scouts pun full of mistakes and miscommunications among the members... so, mmg x besht! ngantuk jew tadi...<br /><br />owh...and today's thursday...and thursday=emo day.... now dah 1 week ive been living alone....cant wait till raya! my mom will be home then! tee hee<br /><br />theres nothing much i can say bout today...owh, and i found out that najihah's (my old crush...sekarang x lagi...) birthday is the same as camilla belle's!!! cool! tee hee senang la nak ingat...<br /><br />i think thats all 4 the day... or atleast, for the mid of the day...if theres any new update, ill tell u guys by nytefall! heeheee<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-8514977780468542066?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6201472144699727480.post-19545840645072339472008-07-24T00:36:00.000+08:002008-07-24T01:00:45.650+08:00today was one of the <span style="color:#ff9900;"><em>happi</em></span><span style="color:#000000;">est day in my life! </span><br /><br />okay,okay, probably u guys would wanna know why... okay,here goes...<br />there's this one form 2 girl in my not-so-cool school...and i dont know how, but she rally caught my attention...she's a librarian, but she's in the afternoon session..so i didnt see much of her...<br /><br />anyways,whenever she come to bertugas at the not-so-cool school's library, i'd find myself hanging out in the library, which is soooooo NOT ME! lol<br />owh, did i tell u that my best friend is the head librarian? i guess not...well,he's the one who's been trying to hook me up with this girl..and there's also amanda, some senior librarian, friend of mine jugak laaa....<br /><br />okay, so, today, i went to the not-so-cool school's (suka sangat kutuk sekolah sendiri) library, since shaun told me that she's on duty today..with my friends accompanying me, i went to the library A.S.A.P....hehe... masuk2 library jew, i saw her face...she was sitting with her friends...tu yg x best tu... nak cakap pun malu, cos in front of her friends...<br /><br />and then, after a stupid-looking while of stupidy shown by myself and my friends, amanda came up to her, saying something...and then she's like, tengok2 me aja, and then suddenly, she spoke...<br />'ey tok batin (some gelaran i got at the camp, which happens to be the camp when i first saw her...), nama you apa ha...?' waaaaaaa,korang mesty x percaya punya, aq dengar je suara dia, menggeletar satu badan...my knee was shakin like hell weyh! so this dumb ME answered stutteredly, "ermm....err....farouq....?" then she jawabla pulak... "farouq apa?" i was lost...her voice was like...ermm...no word can describe it laa....i was, like, frozen...tataw nak cakap apa laaa.... and then amanda pulak, like,suruh me come to them...and i pulak,terhegeh2 nak letak balik buku that i was reading, or pretending to read...(what a nerd, i was holding the bio exercise book...)<br /><br />and the story goes on....but malaslaa nak tulis panjang2....u might wonder, how come its the most happiest day in my life...? well....the fact that she even remembered me after a few weeks thrills me! hehe...hopefully tomorrow dia bertugas lagi.... then the library will be my no.1 hangout spot laa...<br /><br />hehe<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6201472144699727480-1954584064507233947?l=mynameisfarouq.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>farouq!http://www.blogger.com/profile/00705914214808103104noreply@blogger.com0